Friday, June 8, 2012

Leaving for the Philippines in about 6 hours! I'm so excited. I'm not too sure what to expect. I haven't been there in 10 years and I'm going back as an 18 year old almost 19 so this should be interesting!

Praying for a safe trip =]

Also praying that maybe I'll get to swim with whale sharks.

God bless!

Monday, June 4, 2012

"My touch was nothing more than sexual or affectionate. This stranger's hands could heal."
Lord Jesus, my Saviour and my God... please help me to be more like You.

St. Joseph, the blessed husband of Mother Mary, please pray for me on my Journey towards Jesus and Home. You were a quiet, humble and pure man. I pray to be like you, if not a father like you, then a man of God like you.
Crazy day today! PraiseTEAM's 15th Anniversary Year End Show: Happily Ever After.

It was honestly so amazing, inspiring and awesome. It was about the 9 Beatitudes that Jesus gave to us and just watching how they created a story out of that and the songs and dances that went with it really hit deep.

I truly miss PT, haha.

Anyway, even better news, I finally clarified things with Ervinn. He was the last one I needed to close up with and I did it after the show. Luckily it was chill! ahah... no giving my best bro the middle finger at the Pool of Confessions or making one of my closest friends cry on her last cotillion practice before her debut.....

I'm just glad it's all over with though. It was a high school drama for sure, but honestly, any lesson, whether small or big, teaches only as much as you want to learn or get out of it.

Through all of that, even though it may have seemed so small and "passing" to most people, to me, it was an experience God gave me to teach me a crucial lesson:

Forgiveness... or better yet, a huge part of what makes true love.

Again any lesson, probably a more serious and dire situation could teach you that, but if you're walled up in pride, it doesn't matter how much crap you go through cause nothing will matter if nothing can get through to your heart.

Praise God.