Such an awesome Winter Break so far. I've reconnected with so many old friends and I worked a lot and made a lot of my own money.

I honestly don't know what I've done to deserve this, although I know very well that there is nothing I could possibly do to deserve it anyway, but I'm just so thankful right now.

Thank You, God.

I hope one day to say "I love You" with the purest heart.

"Do not be afraid of injustice. It has always existed."

"Who else could cause so much destruction? Who else tears relationships apart not for the intention of growth, but for the intention of hate?"

Maybe I never really did fit in. Haha :/

Er, maybe more like I never really did fit in 100% or as much as I thought I did.

I think that's what my root problem is: it's hard for me to stay emotionally committed.

I can be committed by choice. But committed by emotion as well?

That's a tough one.

...And God does it again. haha

In response to my thoughts and my previous post:

http://r-e-a-l-talk.blogspot.ca/2012/12/letting-go-of-yesterday-appreciating-now.html?showComment=1356005550518#c256998729539199157

Why worry? I know God loves me. All change is according to His Divine Will.

It makes me kinda sad when you don't really keep up contact with a friend for a couple of years and then when you reunite with them, your life has already made you into someone else and their life has made them into someone else and you're both just different people now.

And it's awkward because you try to act and communicate with them using your past self, but that obviously doesn't work out because you're just so different from before and it just feels more awkward.

I don't know.

I miss the friendship I had with certain people.

But that's the thing, the idea of the friendship I had with them is something of the past now. And with all things that are in the past, we have to let go and move on.

I guess it's just that time again where you have to just meet them again with who you are now, and let them meet you again with who they are today.

It's like starting over, except now we're friends not based on our past selves, but who we are now.

But we'll always remember the memories.

(I guess I just get tired of always having to start over.)

Late night honesty?

"Fearless? I don't think that's quite right. If you think too hard, you become lost... I think that's what everyone's afraid of..." -Squall, FFVIII

There is no hole too deep for God.

Trust for me..? Trust for me is being who I am and trusting that they won't leave because of that.

"Because me being mad at myself for not being able to believe in Him anymore is the only feeling towards Him I have left. And the worst part is, is that I don't know why this is happening."

Ironic as it sounds.. I know exactly how that emptiness feels. I'm praying for you, I have faith He'll bring you through.

He brought me through and still is.

It's not a matter if you can do it, or if anyone can do it. All I know is that He is able.

Hmm

(emo), YOLO x Swag, Mic your mute. Last meeting of the year. I'll miss doing this with you guys dearly.

Biggest inspirations in my life? My family.

I'm so blessed to have my family. Real talk.

We all have that friend

We may not talk to them everyday, but they understand us more than anyone in the world. You know they’ll always be there for you in your time of need when none of your other friends will. To that friend, I just wanna say I love you and thank you for always being a true friend.

To #PlaylistA

Thank you guys for always being true friends. Honestly, I can't thank you all enough for everything you have done for me. Foreal... :')

Life sucks sometimes but I know I'm loved. And I know I must continue to love.

Maybe that's all God wants for me...?

My first bad day at work. :(

In the words of a broken heart it's just emotion.