Secret Heart

Life is swell right now. University is sick (except for the early mornings), family is great (sister moved back :D), friends are AWESOME! Mike Mendoza, Tina Balce, Megan Roque, Jeff Ortiz, :') you guys.... HAHAHAHA I never thought I would be a crew with you all lol. Abby Zap soon though? haha

Anyway.

Love?

I dunno. For sure if I'm ever going to date a sister, she's going to be the one. I'm just like that. I don't see the point in dating/courting if I'm not going to marry her and raise a family. Besides, I don't even have a stable career yet, I don't see the point in courting either if I don't have a way to provide for a family. Especially for her. And by her... I need to lay off. If I can't be genuine friends with her first, what then? Right?

And Faith?

It's okay.

I don't know how to define it. To be honest lust has been such a huge question to myself lately. I know I deserve better than this. God deserves only the best. On the bright side Camp Fixated was a success!!! It was really great, I really prayed hard for the participants and the rosaries payed off for sure. Possible future leaders in YFC? maybe.

I was camp servant though along with Celine... so that means we're leading the next camp.

I really don't feel ready. Especially with the way my faith is right now.

Man..