I promise to never stop praying.

My first promise to God was originally "I promise to never give up."

But who am I without God? So many times I've been pushed to my limit and even saying ignorant and foolish things to God I regret saying. So many times I've doubted Him all because I couldn't "feel" Him.

So what can I say? What can I do? All this time, I never stopped praying even with the anger and hate I had against Him because I knew that I couldn't do it alone. I knew that I couldn't stop even when I wanted to because I knew He would never stop for me.

So...

I promise to never stop praying.