After all that, went with Paddy, Max Ammo and Nessa, dropped off Irv then Paddy dropped me and Nessa off at her house. Chilled a bit and talked about life in general and people and why people hated certain people and how we're against it lol. Eventually went off to Abby's cotillion practice at Alo's.
I felt really hostile and I could feel my anger and hate building up again towards them... it was pretty bad...
Nessa had to pick up her sis but lost her keys, a lot of searching and after awhile she eventually got a ride from Kevine to get another set of keys. Turns out they weren't in the car so we will never know where her keys went...... dun dun dun.... :/
Anyway, the point of this post is to actually just honour my last hours of today and how it ended with my real talk with Vanessa.
I really needed it.
I feel a lot better right now but I know that if I want to make this feeling of peace permanent I'm going to have to talk Alo and Abby again...
man.... Vanessa, if you ever read this... Thank you. You're a good friend. I don't want to take you for granted unless God says our paths have to part for a bit.
But ya, all in all today was an awesome day and I praise God for that.
Anyway, going to bed now, thanks again to Vanessa for the real talk and again, Thank You, God, for friends.
Please Lord, help me to be a better friend. Help me to let go of these grudges.
Thank You, God, for life.
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