"...that's what I had to do, suck all the poison out of my life."

Today was Abby's debut, it was extremely fun and entertaining! Also I hope she had a good time, I really do.

I got her a Beauty and the Beast Diamond Edition DVD/Blu-ray movie and my rose dance song with her was Tale as Old as Time haha.

During my rose dance with her she apologized. And that really hit me, honestly. She apologized for neglecting me. And I apologized back for hating her so much.

Man... it was... refreshing and uplifting to hear. It really was. I guess that's just what I had been waiting for for so long.. an apology. A recognition of the hurt I felt.

I need to have a real talk with Abby and Alo soon. I just want to tie up loose ends and finally I can move on.

I've been taking baby steps, but finally it feels like the poison is finally leaving my life.

Man, I'm done with this hate.

God... have mercy. Please forgive me of my sins.

On a brighter note though, Happy Birthday again Abby :) hoping for the best for you. I know God has great plans for your life.