Sometimes I feel like I'm just some ordinary pop song to people. The kind of song where you hear it, like it, keep listening to it on repeat and label it as your "current favourite" and then after awhile you get bored... and stop listening to it. And you brush it to the side as more "new music" comes in.

Ouch.

But... I think this is why I try to put so much effort into the people who I'm with at any moment at any time. If I'm with you, I'm with you. I've committed my time to you and even if my closest friends (except for family and God) are asking for me to come out, I can't. Because I am currently spending time with you.

Because you are my friend.

I know exactly what it's like to be taken for granted by people. I know how much it hurts. And how immature people can be through it.

I guess that's why I try to give my 100% attention to whoever I'm with at the moment, because I know what it feels like to be taken for granted.

I realize that choosing this sort of takes out the whole "treat your close friends a bit more special than other friends" but to be honest, after making people a priority in my life and only to have them treat me as an option... only God and my family are my priority.

Everyone else is an option.

But that doesn't mean that my definition of an "option" is low.

You'll get my honest attention for sure, as much as I can put in at the time. I'll try my best to be a friend for you. And be there as much I can... because I know what it's like to be taken for granted.

#latenighthonesty for sure. It's too emo though to be on there though. lol..

Just as the saying goes for when you're looking for the one, you have to be the one. Then it goes for this too: if you're looking for true friends, be a true friend.