I'm tired of condemning myself yet somehow hoping that through that I'll find God.

Not all answers have come and I feel like I'm getting worse and worse as the weeks go by.

Worst of all, I feel so disconnected from so many people and things.

So clearly, with this self-condemnation and silence, something is wrong here. I need to reevaluate how I'm approaching my faith...

I just want to forgive myself... and see the importance of the Cross in my life again. Because I feel like I've been losing it.