Dear God,

*old post I found from way back but it was never published for some reason. Hmm. That's just like me, afraid to admit what I really want to say.*

I want to get out.

To be honest, through all of these trials I've learned how there's so much more to know, I've learned more about myself and especially my darker sides, and I've learned a lot about standing for my faith.

I've grown I know, maybe I haven't been growing branches, but I've been growing in my roots for sure. These roots that reach down deep into Your heart. Your love. Your truth.

But, I want to go now. I want to get out. I had a lot of fun with the people you've brought into my life, but I guess I got too attached? I don't know. I know you wanted me to learn these lessons but.... it really hurt. It really hurt. I just want this chapter in my life to end already, but I know this is all according to Your time.

Just as You are higher than man, so are Your ways higher than mine.