Long story short:

I wasn't supposed to be in school this semester because if I get too many post-secondary credits, I won't be able to go to school the semester after because I won't be able to get into Nursing with my High School GPA, and also, anything I take now for the General Science Degree at SFU has nothing to do with Nursing. But my parents forced me anyway. Soon enough, I got too stressed with the amount of work I was getting (5 courses) and so I dropped Calculus, but on the condition that I step down as a leader in YFC.

Pretty much I already had been fighting to stay in YFC since Grade 12. One reason I quit PT was to show my parents that I understood the value of sacrifice and also so that I could stay in YFC.

Of course along the way there's a lot more deeper and emotional things to the story, but I've kept it short and concise for simplicity's sake.

But anyway...

I'm not too sure if this is spiritual warfare or God leading me to a new chapter in life, because it is reasonable that I do focus on my future, school and family first anyway. And I'm still faithful and serving God through those areas as well.

It's just ironic because before I didn't want to serve but I was forced to stay, and now I want to serve but I have to leave.

Hm.