"Because me being mad at myself for not being able to believe in Him anymore is the only feeling towards Him I have left. And the worst part is, is that I don't know why this is happening."

Ironic as it sounds.. I know exactly how that emptiness feels. I'm praying for you, I have faith He'll bring you through.

He brought me through and still is.

It's not a matter if you can do it, or if anyone can do it. All I know is that He is able.