It makes me kinda sad when you don't really keep up contact with a friend for a couple of years and then when you reunite with them, your life has already made you into someone else and their life has made them into someone else and you're both just different people now.

And it's awkward because you try to act and communicate with them using your past self, but that obviously doesn't work out because you're just so different from before and it just feels more awkward.

I don't know.

I miss the friendship I had with certain people.

But that's the thing, the idea of the friendship I had with them is something of the past now. And with all things that are in the past, we have to let go and move on.

I guess it's just that time again where you have to just meet them again with who you are now, and let them meet you again with who they are today.

It's like starting over, except now we're friends not based on our past selves, but who we are now.

But we'll always remember the memories.

(I guess I just get tired of always having to start over.)

Late night honesty?