Give up.

When was the last time you actually gave it up to Him?

You know, other than destroying yourself and pushing Him away... when was the last time you actually gave up?

You know you're weak, you know you can't do this, so why do you keep destroying yourself? You're damaged enough. Why do you keep thinking YOU can do this?

Because you can't.

Give up.

Give it up to God.

I promise you, you will see the greatest things.

Love,
your conscious

Peace.