Vocation: When your deep passion meets the world's deep needs.
Being in a group of extremely talented friends, sometimes I feel sort of left out. Don't take my words too deep though, I mean, I love dance, I love singing, I love photography, I love filming, I love and appreciate a lot of things in life but they're just not my PASSION. They're not what drive me from day to day and they're not what fill my schedule and they're not what define my friends.
Sometimes I feel jealous of my friends to be honest. They've got these talents that they're committed too and it brings them so much joy and it bring them to people and people to them and they've got best friends who share the same passion with them. What could be better right? Their passion even gives them so much time together.
I guess that's what hurts most right now, I don't know what my passion in life is.
Well, that sounds a bit too harsh haha, but I hope you know what I mean. I love God, I love my family, I love my friends, I love people... I have a strong passion for passion :/
But that's so broad and it relies so much on other human beings... Which sucks. Because what more could hurt you the most right?
I hate it when I know the answer but my heart can't let go. Then again I just can't let go of humanity.
This just shows how much more I still have to learn about Him. He's there, somewhere about, watching over me. Silent, yet loud. Distant, yet close.
Man...I hope this post wasn't just made in the moment.
"The difference between solitude and loneliness is the attitude."
Faith.
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