I'm so scared to open up.

It's one of my biggest fears. I'll open up about shallow problems, or petty drama that'll pass with time. But stuff deep down, the more actual personal problems of myself... I really can't.

Haha. It's really bad I know. And it's something I'm working on. If all these awesome people in my life are willing and humble enough to tell me their deepest darkest secrets and to even cry in front of me, why can't I?

A relationship--no a friendship--is something that takes two people. So why am I being so unfair and building walls?

I need to learn to trust. These people really do care about me.